It’s been a few months now since I became the current custodian of KT, before her arrival ‘A Temple’ was prepared, this was formerly the family living room which had become somewhat boring and in need of new life anyway, so the space was devoted to KT. An Altar was made with offerings of perfumes, flowers, drums, rattles, and all manner of stuff which i felt KT may like and then the entire place was left to sit for three days and nights. Why Bother ? some may ask. Respect was the first intention, others before me had put a great deal of effort into KT and her birth so it seemed fitting to continue that effort but then i eventually met her. A small Golden troll with a large smiley face and an obvious love for getting things done.
Throughout her stay KT began to draw in the like minded, the first a Witch in America, who quickly joined us among the ranks of Xaos. Then the temple opened its doors to members and took on the name HKN, which consisted of newcomers to Chaos Magick. The cycle continued and KT began to meet more and more people until we eventually ended up at a Pagan Wedding where she took her place upon the Altar. I introduced the High Priestess to KT and explained who she was and where she was from. KT had in fact lead me to not one Witch but three ladies who all worked together, a happy bunch indeed and all rather talented. We drank until dawn, laughed much and before i knew it was making plans for a workshop whereby KT was going to be accompanied by more Dolls and Trolls created by this new group. In the next breath we were offered nine acres of land by a Shaman in Lincolnshire from which we could do the work outdoors among Nature. This may not have been so much by chance as KT and I had indulged in Trance, Dance, Shamanic Healing with my Clients and students. However, it was space i certainly needed and the Shaman wanted me to work the land with him in ceremonies and rites.
Now this being my first deliberate experience of working with an Egregore meant i was on new ground to begin with but KT was certainly making a difference to my world and sending it in the right direction to achieve personal and group goals. I also began to meet with and become involved among the KIA Community. Something I greatly enjoyed and found most useful. So the work continued, pushing the personal boundaries further until a magazine was created and launched with a Z Cluster member on board, the American Witch, some KIA Agents and old friends. The project took off and left most of us standing, with the first issue months ahead of our proposed launch. We had a string of female occultists / witches who all wanted to be on the front cover, some in very little clothing at all and a stream of articles and ideas. Again i had asked KT to assist with this and as always she delivered, in return she was placed in a huge box of chocolates, drinks and flowers to feed upon.
Everywhere i took KT she seemed to find new friends but our work was spinning fast around the eight colors of Magick. Starting with sex magick and works of passion, we quickly moved to red magick and attacks on those who wished to rule by avarice and indoctrinated ideaologies. During the wealth magick stage i gained a greater income and job offer while the thought magick aspect brought myself and a knowledgeable person from Z Cluster together. This all spun into a weird mash up of media magick and then i asked KT the most daunting question, “Can you show me the Black Spear?” This brought on an instant bout of depression, grief and a whole bunch of other shit i was not expecting but as soon as i relaised what was occurring, my Z Cluster Buddy introduced me to a Voodoo Priestess who specialised in Necromantic Rites and was highly skilled in all of the old African Arts. Ifa, Voodoo, Hoodoo, Palo etc.
This opened a new chapter in my life, the worship of my own ancestors, working with the dead, and now im at the stage of a serious study of Santa Muerte, the healer of deep seated grief. No wonder i felt so shit ! but having been involved in shamanism for some years, i knew to accept not fight such feelings.
On the Green front, the American Witch and I fell in love despite the Atlantic Ocean and somehow we seemed to be able to work despite the distance. We laid some plans to meet but as yet they have to wait, we suffered a little, dealt with the usual pains of love and just kept each other going via messages and astral work. When i look at KT and her influences in my personal sphere, she certainly delivered, working it all out for me so all i had to do was the work itself. Amazing little troll who i shall always adore and can never repay.